29- Schizophrenia

While I was walking in a deserted street I felt as if I was struck by a lightening..

My body stiffened and I couldn't move I was there standing, only my eyes were rolling in my head..

I felt a presence deep in a the shadow in front of me. Something or someone was watching me.

My brain and my heart were being scanned. I was being stripped of my memories and my secrets. I felt as if my naked soul was being raped..

It took only a few seconds but it felt like eternity..

Suddenly, I could move again..

I ran to my house and I closed all the doors and all the windows. I turned on the lights and I crouched on my bed with a knife in my hand.

The shadow was there somewhere..

“I think a lot of psychopaths are just geniuses who drove so fast that they lost control.” ― Criss Jami, Killosophy